my life has changed completely.

I am 43 and in april my life changed so completely. I used to get up early every morning and run a busy cafe in brighton, for 15 years i did that, loved it mixing with the gp. I made cards for a hobby and making them for my friends and customers, then my other half had decided he had had enough and likes fishing so we sold up and bought a carp lake here to france, leaving family and friends behind was the hardest thing i have ever had to do but 5 months on the cange is great i get to make cards all day long if i want to,